I use my past for an excuse so I don't have to feel..I don't have choice but not to feel...therefore no one can get close to me so what do you do when someone does break some of that wall and manages to get close enough...you watch your world fall apart. Everything you have ever known turns to black and no longer exist. Before you were on a path and knew what direction your going in but when someone stops you to show you another path at that moment you make it or break it. The direction you're already going you know where it ends but the new direction is a whole other world. Do you take it or keep walking?
I took it.
Now I'm trying to run back to the old path..WHY?
I don't have a problem with the new world I've been there before so what's making me turn around???
