what if their right?

My sister and brother in law told me a few days ago that I fell in love but I'm to scared to say it so I'll just keep denying it. What if their right? Then what? What does it mean? What am I suppose to do? How do I know its real? What is it suppose to feel like? so many questions but where are the answers..

I can't believe..

I can't believe I broke down in tears a few days ago. WHY??? I repeatedly ask myself and don't have a full on answer to.

This is what happen..I went for a drive to drop off cd's to a friend and on my way back I decided to make a stop or two. BAD MISTAKE!! The first stop I was fine for about 3mins then the watery eyes started up. I was still driving so I had to pull myself together. Once I got to the second stop..OH MY GOD! The water works began..lol I haven't cried so much in forever! The memories came back and I couldn't handle it. I felt so weak and vulnerable. What does it mean?

I wonder..why is that? why is it when certain things jog your memory it can make you vulnerable? whether its a good memory or bad memory an unexpected emotion more then likely will occur.