oh man!

I got back with my ex starting on July 18th. I had decided to give us another shot since I didn't really give us chance last time. I'm happy.

I just found out my other ex had wanted us to get back together. WOW!! so didn't expect that. She was my first girlfriend and it was that puppy luv. I admit it hurt to know that but I'm with someone else and she's to far from me. The distance will kill us and she knows it.

I had another dream about this other girl. In both dreams I feel like I'm not going to find her but I know she's not lost though. It's getting weird now.

July 18

Life is crazy. Had a kinda deep text conversation with her. She made me rethink everything. I'm going to take a chance.