Why do I keep feeling like I'm falling so deep? No rope is long enough to get me out of this hole. My mind continuously is running around in circles and I end up back where I started. Feeling like I've been running for miles none stop yet to reach not even the half way point. The past that's feeding on my worse dark memories, eating me alive. Foreshadowing why I've become this monster. Asking the same questions over again. What is my purpose? Why does my life feel like it's repeating it's self? Drugs can not cure this pain. Maybe for a quick moment but it won't change the path that you take.
I'm on a bad downer today =(
