I can't sleep for shit. If I wasn't the one living in this body I would swear I was a vampire. Every day I keep going to bed later..last night it was around 2 or 3am before I fell asleep..now waking up around 11 or 12pm. UGH!! If I keep this up I will being going to bed around 5 or 6am and not waking up until 4 or 5pm. OMG!!!! WHY AM I HAVING SO MUCH TROUBLE GOING TO SLEEP? I guess It doesn't help when you have sister who's prego and stays up just as late, calling you right before your about to fall asleep trying to talk around 1 in the morning. When it was finally one day where your going to sleep early. GRRR!! =) My sister has mad insomniac when she's pregnant so I try to stay up with her so she's not up by herself. There's nothing I wouldn't do for my sisters. The sky is the limit when it comes to them. When I get a call I'm there doesn't matter what I'm doing or time I'll find some way or some how to get to them. Sometimes it's hard to balance them out..right now I'm in Beaumont helping my sister Ilene out because she busted her ankle but my sister Cindy keeps calling me asking when I'm going to go back to her casa. She wants me back now because she's lonely at her house. Cindy and I are real tight as close as a sister can get..you know..I could be in another state having fun with friends or working but the second she calls me I'm there..I'd leave it all. Sometimes I think that I could break every bone in my body and it's not enough for her. She's never told me that it wasn't enough but it's just how I feel.
I am a straight up pleaser. I have this bad habit of spoiling certain people. You can not be next to me and tell me you won't something because if your my flavor for the week I'll get it..I know that sounds really bad but that's how I am. My flavor for the week normally last a couple months. It makes me feel good though.
WOW! I'm actually feeling sleepy and it's barely going to be 1am..I'm going to bed before it goes away. =)
