just being random

Some people wait years for the one, what if the one is right in front of you but your just to scared to see it because that means you have to let your wall down. Even if they do see it but are to scared to admit it. You keep getting that gut feeling that there's a reason for them but what? How can a person be right in front of you but feel so far away? You know if you just put out your hand you can touch them and when you do your barely holding on to the tip of their fingers. If you don't find a way to get to that extra step you know you'll lose them forever.